If you follow me on Facebook, then you’ll know that I’ve been having a horrible time with my sleep cycle lately. I keep trying to correct it, but my body is fighting it.
For instance, last night I went to bed “early” (around 11:00 pm). It took a bit for me to fall asleep, but I did in a reasonable amount of time. Then, next thing I know I’m waking up. I hear Lucy crying in her bedroom. I glance at the clock. It’s almost 3:00 am. I lie there for a bit, waiting to see if Dylan is going to go get her. Sadly, I’m wide awake at this point in time. When I don’t hear him get up and get her, I decide to go get her myself. I’m not sure what is up with her, but she just really wanted me. Dylan tried to hold her so I could go back to bed, but as soon as he had her, she started to scream again. She just needed mommy, I guess.
Most nights it’s like this. I go to bed, only to wake up a few hours later. I’m exhausted, but I can’t fall asleep. I don’t want to take sleeping pills all that often, not because I’m scared that I’ll get addicted to them, but that I will become dependent on them. I know they say they’re non-habit forming, but I feel that if I use them long enough to help me go to sleep, then I myself, not the drugs talking, will think that I need them to sleep, and I really don’t want to go down that road.
So here I am, almost noon, and I’ve been up since 3 am. I’m exhausted and my “Koffee Kick” I made this morning has worn off. I may have to brew a large pot of coffee to help me make it through the rest of the day. Thankfully, Dylan and I are going to relax a bit together tonight. We’re going to have supper at Mustard’s (thanks to a Groupon from my parents) and probably going to rent a movie from Redbox and play some board games.
We were going to go out and see a movie, but there wasn’t one that we both could agree on. Dylan really wanted to go see “The Last Stand”, which stars Arnold Schwarzenegger, his first major film since he was governor. I looked at it, and it looks like one of those movies which I’ll need someone else to watch first and tell me when to close my eyes. I do not do blood and gore, and ever since I was pregnant, I’m a lot more sensitive and cry at everything.
Well, I gotta run. I think I hear Lu-Bug getting up. Catch ya’ll on the flip side. 🙂